life...

life has been so crazy the past few weeks. and to be honest you quite trying. i have been struggling with so much. but the Lord has been teaching me to perservere under trials. it may be tough for a while but the Lord is in control and will prove himself faithful. Its hard at times to press on when it seems as if the world you know begins to crumble but the Lord is faithful. I am learning this its not easy, but no matter what I am placing my faith in Christ.

adventures...

stoked on life...

the weather is beginning to be brisk in the mornings and i love it. and i love how God totally knows my heart. last night i and a friend were talking about our prayer lives and how we long for such a deeper relationship with God. and today at morning prayer all the things that we had talked about were topics for morning prayer. and the correction we must take to fix a broken prayer life. i pray sometimes and just start rambling and thinking about dumb things.(that really don't matter) but God just revealed to me that he is in control and i need to surrender my all to him. its an amazing feeling to be restored in God. by his love and grace i am his. and no matter what i do in life he will always be by me to help me grow in him. i am stoked and humbled at his works. i feel foolish for tryin to do things on my own sometimes, i am learning to let go and lay it down at His feet. ALOHA 

laundry mat...

i have never been to a laundry mat before today. it is kind of gnarly. they way everything functions and will take some getting used to. not to mention that i am a bit of a germaphob but i will get over it. its a small price you pay to live on this island. but thinking about dirty laundry we all carry some dirty laundry and i find it so amazing that no matter what stains we have God has made us clean. that just blows my mind. no matter what i've done in life his love still remains and he can clean a heart that once was consumed by sin. don't get behind on your spitirual dirty laundry, God is waiting for you to run to him. He will cleanse you and make you new. there is no stain that cant be undone. love lo lo

in love...

i am falling in love with island with every passing day. but more importantly i am falling in love with God. this past week i have been all over this island enjoy Gods creations. i slept on the beach with no tent under the stars with the waves crashing in the background. it was wonderful laying my head to rest and feeling so close to God. we were sharing a night under the stars. it was an amazing night. the next day i went to the north shore and snorkeled and enjoyed to fish in the sea. i love that everywhere were we look there is beauty to be enjoyed. each thing is so intricatly designed and amazing that i know there is a God. God has made each of us wonderfully. i love that nature speaks to my heart and draws me near to God. Keep reading for weekely updates and this Girl seeking God. love all

Surreal....

i woke up today and life feels almost so surreal. i look out a tent now and see and amazing view that God provided for our enjoyment. its mind blowing when you think about the power God holds. he truly is amazing. i feel so blessed to be in kauai learning more about serving the people of this world. i registered for classes and am very excited and to be honest a little overwhelmed. but no worries cause God is in control.

new beginning...

today is a new chapter in my life. i am to arrive at Kauai calvary chapel Bible college around 4 today. i am so excited and ready for this new life. I am ready and eager to learn about God and the plans he has for my life. life is always crazy there is always one thing or another that takes us by suprise but no matter what goes on God is in control. so am i nervous about this very new experience. no i am way excited. i know that this is where i need to be. these next 2 years are goin to be an amazing growing experience for me and the Big man upstairs. i am ready and this journey starts now.....