Crying in baseball...

there is crying in baseball. early thursday morning a young life was taken. Nick Adenhardt was a pitcher for the Anaheim Angels. He had pitched the night before, He pitched six innings with no hitters. Amazing. after the game telling mike he finally felt like a big leauger. he was a young man full of talent and his life was cut short. it was cut short by a drunk driver. the driver hit nicks car and killed him and two other young lives. this breaks my heart. i didn't know him personally but i am a huge angel fan and am very saddened by all this. next time you think about drinking and driving don't your life isnt the only one at stake. my thoughts and prayers go out to everyone having a hard time coping with the loss of Nick. 

Plan for my life.

I received good news a few weeks ago. i got into a christian college in Kauai. and i am so excited for the plans God has for my life. i feel at complete peace with God's plan for my life. he seriously is an amazing God. i couldn't imagine my life without him. i lived the best of both worlds and i can honestly say life with God in the center of it is so much better than life based on the world and material things. i am stoked to go out into the world and be used by God.

family...

i love family. God was thinking when he gave us families to laugh and cry with. and to look to for support. my cousins who i love dearly came to visit for spring break. and i love seeing them. because no matter how long it is since the last time we see them we pick up right where we left of. we are close and full of excitement. and happy to be together. sarcastic remarks fly but it is all out of love and fun. so thankful for family. thank you God. 

2 corinthians 12:9

he said to me," My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." so therefore i will boast all the more about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. todays society views weakness as a negative thing. but showing flaws and weakness shows who we really our. nothing is hidden in weakness and in that weakness God's power rests on us. that is some pretty exciting news. don't hide weaknesses for God uses the weak to lead the strong. for in my weakness i will no longer be afraid to show it for God's power is upon me. 

busy....

today was a busy day. work was so hectic at some point i became very bitter and annoyed. i actually had to step back and say no lo this isnt you. smile share the love. i needed to change my attitude and give it up to God. i came home from work and needed to just step back and focus on changes i needed to make. and since then tonight God has revealed so much to me. opening my heart to new things and experiences. through all this i believe he is teaching me the importance of trust. falling backwards and not being worried about who is goin to catch me. because God is always going to be there to help me through the busy life i lead. Constantly GROWING.

Grow...

growing. spring is here and i want to grow each day in God more and more. i love how amazing he is. thankful for sundays and the blessings and struggles he gives.

forever stoked...

excited to fall into the unknown. i jumping into unexplored water.

and as scary as it is i find comfort in God. he has a plan for my life

better then i could ever imagine. and that is what i am resting in.

i am trusting that he will place me where he wants me. i find insane

peace in him and am so stoked on Him. trust him he has big plans for 

you too.